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This Gay Porn Star Graphically Details His Violent Experiences With Chemsex

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Kayden Gray is a gay porn star and escort. He recently opened up with Gay Star News about some experiences he had where he participated in chemsex, a subculture of recreational drug users who engage in sexual activities under the influence of drugs within groups.

Grey describes in graphic detail one party where he woke up from a drug overdose to find men having sex with him.

“In fact, the first group sex that I had I passed out but I don’t know if it was just G or if it was also Ketamine,” he candidly admits. “I passed out and I woke up and I was having sex. I was being fucked and I don’t remember what, if there was only like three people there but then again when you’re high, it’s really hard to count.”

“They were very inconsiderate,” he explains. “Like, they tore my ass for starters and my throat so there was like blood coming from both ends. My friends, they gave me a lot of drugs and one of them was sitting in the corner and he was crying because he knew it was gonna happen. He knew I was negative and everyone else was positive. He said, ‘Don’t let anyone hear fuck you.’ I looked at him a couple of times when I was having sex and then you know the cruel thing is, I wished he wasn’t there because he was dragging me back to reality.”

Kayden Gray didn’t become HIV positive after this encounter, but he did a few years later at another chill-out (a chemsex party) he participated in.

Gray attempts to breakdown why gay men are so drawn to using drugs when they have sex.

“I think first and foremost it’s a very easy way to have sex, it’s a safe bet,” Gray says. “First, possibly regardless of your physical attributes, you may have been through certain experiences that have made you question your own value and have potentially knocked your self-esteem in which case you’re going to be looking for validation.”

“There aren’t very many gay men that I’ve met that I could visibly see and believe don’t have these issues. Most of us do, whether you have body issues or whether you think you’re overcoming them. You either go to chemsex parties because you hope to be accepted and you have a higher chance or you go because you want to share that you that new, confident you.”

“I think both scenarios applied to me.”